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Thunder Amongst Us

by Heartbeat City

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1.
He jumps across the puddle with a spry leap like a cowboy on the wrong set in a film about the gold rush He holds his transfer to a gloved hand the leather makes a tough man with a new found vertigo he glances at the ad for birth control He puts the thin paper back into his corduroy arsenal it's a library for the small sins and the small victories The police car flies by with a combined speed of a hundred and forty Probably just tired of the suburbs looking for a way to recover The haze of mud coats the window like a wedding vail in the marriage of the long nights and the solstice afterglow He wonders why it takes a long bus ride to trace the line from the edge of his sweater to a place he once called home and the landscape lined with a lot of bad weather
2.
Tent City 03:06
Today I pulled all the furniture in like a bulwark of missing teeth Tied the sheets like a quilt of all the things that I could be The mop stick towered proudly taped to the back of the chair that your grandpa got when they came here after the war I lay the cushions down one by one to the sound of a crow outside singing everything will work out right With some faith and the sense to know the difference between forgetting and moving on but all of my straight lines are bending to ellipses I counted up the distance from the top of the chesterfield to the broom we bought when we left our adolescence I held all the corners of my linen parachute and closed my eyes and spun as I let it go I lay the cushions down one by one to the sound of a crow outside singing everything will work out right I know it's not real but I wish that I could build a palace made of sheets so that I could fall so that I could fall… Into a sleep so deep I'd never need to clench my teeth again or scan the starlit skyline for why your still my Lois Lane As I scale the edge of a cut so deep I buried all the markers with the boy I used to be
3.
Grinner 03:52
The years have worn a crooked grin in the paper-mâché mask that used to hide the ugly parts he groomed and held too long The sweat and sideways stare seem so distant now, they're crumpled plaster pain pressing at my aching temples With callousness he smiles, his eyes are icy glass They defy the twisted covenant that he pushed with one hand at his side Two fingers crossed, uncrossing with serpentine regard while the good lord watches on I take a grain of salt with the root of my untangling And discover that I'm stronger than I think The bright sun burns my skin as I relish the occasion A weary traveler standing on the brink If you reach out in pain You cut down the guilt and shame
4.
Darker Than 02:52
Lately, I lie awake at night I count the rhythms in my veins I am sure that I will fail And I am sure that I will fall Convinced that the joke is on me My weakest minutes unfold my strongest andvance This province of agency is darker than the absence of the light I make long lists of things to wage Against the weightlessness and my age I make short lists of all the adages that just weigh me down Yeah they weigh me down Convinced that the joke is on me My weakest minutes unfold my strongest andvance This province of agency is darker than the absence of the light Convinced that the joke is on me
5.
Walker 04:43
The fences on our street are old and leaning like they were never meant to stand so tall The alley cats take hostages and ransom The neighbours stole some firewood last night Oh the garbage cans are rolling like the river I wonder if I've finally given up On the chance that all the good is hidden under a clever guise of privacy and blame Or maybe just a momentary falter from this temporary vantage point We built this house out of scraps of wood so we wouldn't feel quite so broke We'll plant a seed where you looked at me and said "The things that set you free are grace and hope" We built these walls out of scraps of wood and some plaster to cover our mistakes Take a chance with me and linger 'til the days are bent and withered Be my bones, honey, take my heart Listen to the rumble of the trains in the yard Listen for the sound of the way we are Take slow breath as we move around It's a hard time living this hand to mouth Sometimes we get it just we fall apart Sometimes we fake it just to get a jump start Let your feet fall hard Let it fall apart If you give me an hour I'll take the doors off all the hinges, melt down all the knobs, and rusted locks forge a thousand shiny nails and rebuild all the fissures so they bend a little more than we can break (chorus) We built these walls from scraps of wood So we wouldn’t feel quite so broke Take a chance with me and linger ‘til the days are bent and withered Be my bones, honey, take my heart
6.
Ghost 05:14
No matter which way you go, my ghost will go with you Cause my lines makes more sense with yours to coincide The etchings on my grave will read from left to right "He left a world not right for only half of paradise" The sun is so light on your face and the ending is still light-years away When the edges are all rounded and frayed, I hope that I can be the one to lay you down Our Rose will know that seasons come and seasons go, that what matters is what you do not what you know When the river comes floods these banks, this blood is holy When the river comes floods these banks, this blood is all we know When our house is caving in and the diggers pull it nail from tin They'll watch as dust is slowly exhaled and memories rise above it all, and home again No matter which way you go my ghost will go with you
7.
Blinking at the dark, the walls pulse in and out of focus A slow rise while the second hand waits for the light to break in He's like steam from the asphalt with the smell of sleep in the air But if he does not lay down his burdens, oh how they could break him down He turns to face the window His feet fall to the dust and grit He's trying not to wake her in these seconds before the dawn It's like he can taste it His fingers hard to the mattress Never quite can tell where the memories fade in Like his therapist told him We can't chose all the things that make us But we can chose to count the scars or betray them Holding on to the pause, he's poised and waiting with hands like talons limp in the arms of Morpheus As the sun ray rips across the sky, he sets his flesh to wind swallow-tailed and arched against the glare A vacant stare to the north north east pushes blood to the edge Chasing affidavits sworn in the afterburn But reverie or real, feathers fall like autumn leaves last remains of plumage guide him safely to his bed The dust it swirls in the rays of light that pin down all the sheets she turns to cradle all the softest parts as a feather falls to the floor As an epilogue to the wonderment that courses through his veins he wouldn't trade these seconds for the best laid plans of men You might think a metaphor for avoiding the hard parts, but just ask the child inside to count the seconds before dawn A vacant stare to the north north east pushes blood to the edge Chasing affidavits sworn in the after-burn
8.
Lighthouse 04:15
In a vague sense it's a call to arms Listing hard to the north, a break-neck revelry It's a paltry deal for the wind and the whistle and the fallowed fields from here to Red Deer I watch you watching me trading fear for the gallantry Specters haunt the outskirts of every small town broken dream As a chorus of blurry lines egg us on from peripheries, the atlas flutters frantically in wait for a fingerprint to challenge the straight lines Imperfect preconceptions of spatial harmony I watch you watching me trade fear for the gallantry Specters haunt the outskirts of every small town broken dream We are Heartbeat City Laid down limbs like freeways Eyes trained on the jet streams On our backs with fingertips stretched out like power lines We transmit signals in source code We dream in parklands and tall grass We wake to taillights and urban sprawl All our words like turbines in prairie winds Could you shine your light on the best parts of all of us?
9.
Brophy 06:37
The faults and failures all bore witness to the echoes just beyond the distant city lines Redemption hailed like fireworks in a chorus of ragged beaten drums That thunder for ones who went living in the margins of a system cracked and worn, you'll find callouses and scars in the din From barricades to basement shows, picket lines and marches “Carry us over the walls that stand too tall to conquer” The window frames the frozen monologue for missing mitts, and writer's block and a polaroid of a face, the shadows fill the empty space A shouldered glance for holding back Take a call, list the exits Hold your face to the glass and exhale twice for the letting go Write a note in reverse The beginning marks the end And watch the water beads blend and fall From barricades to basement shows, picket lines and marches "Carry us over the walls that stand too tall to conquer" From barricades to basement shows picket lines and marches you took it all, before we all had time to notice Sometimes life seems so much better through the stitches in my eyes and the ringing in my ears His life doesn't solely sanctify the loss but he stood for what was right and he fought the good fight There's a ghost white bike downtown When I see it I stop and I'm strong again
10.
For every count down there's an equal reaction complete with a glance and A way to avoid it She lifts it to her lips mechanical memory Just long enough to relapse I think you have all that it takes It's just the god damned games we play She moves around to the sound of her own heart changing slowly She moves around in the braided short cuts She looks around at the weights and measures that hold her She never noticed all the wars she's waging The magazine eyes and their glare-free permanence they bolster the ways you calmly amalgamate Your needs with your wants and the expectations Like it does not hurt to not be what you see I think you have all that it takes It's just all the god damned games we play

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Recorded and mixed by Michael P Falk at Paintbox Recordings. Made possible by the financial support of Manitoba Film & Music.

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released August 7, 2015

Ian Neufeld La Rue - voice/guitar/organs/synth/piano/drums
Keli Martin - bass
Luke Bergen - drums
Jodi Plenert - cello/voice
Violent Screech - violin
Rusty Matyas - trumpet/piano/organ/slide guitar
Jay Churko - voice/harmonica/synth
Louis Lévesque Côté - voice
Kelly Diane Beaton - voice

Sincere thank you to Lea, Mike, Adam M, Doug, Keli, Matt, Amanda, and Indoor Recess, everyone who played on the album and to our fans and supporters.

Produced by Ian Neufeld La Rue and Michael P Falk
Recorded and Mixed by Michael P Falk at Paintbox Recordings
Mastered by Ed Brooks at RFI Mastering
Cover art by Chantel Mierau
Photograph by Lea Neufeld La Rue
Music and words by Ian Neufeld La Rue
All songs copyright © 2015 Ian La Rue Music

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Heartbeat City Winnipeg, Manitoba

Standing amid a cozy mess of instruments, Heartbeat City weaves a patch-work quilt of honest, stripped-down, city ballads that seem strangely comforting. From Ian's voice soaring above delicate chimes of guitar, to the subtle soothing strength of the tactful blend of rhythm and melody, they move listeners. ... more

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